Diaspora of Thoughts

Delirious mind delirious thoughts thinking of the times we fought miss u no more not a bit opened a...

Sat, 02 Jun 2012 17:15:00 -0400

Delirious mind

delirious thoughts

thinking of the times we fought

miss u no more

not a bit

opened a new door

i had feelings you shattered them

but they weren’t glass

i loved you

but you hate me

its alright

cause you made and broke me

cause you laid and awoke me

i give and take

but from you i took nothing

need nothing now

miss me a little?

heart of a lion girl

tell me u broke my heart

but how?

cause we didnt last

and you stepped on the pieces atlast

I keep a picture of her smile at the back of my mind

Tue, 08 May 2012 05:48:11 -0400

I keep a picture of her smile at the back of my mind

Forgiveness

Sun, 11 Mar 2012 01:53:41 -0500

forgive me and my conscience

but my love is no nonsense

i came with a purpose of love

i know its been rough but

we get through it soon enough

gimme a chance under the stars

one last dance

so the moon can show you how i feel

step with me to paradise

close your eyes

open your eyes

ill still be there

this is all gonna be real

"Follow your heart..but not when it leaves you"

Thu, 23 Feb 2012 01:07:15 -0500

“Follow your heart..but not when it leaves you”

To You

Mon, 13 Feb 2012 22:14:20 -0500

At wars end when guns are down

when life flashes

walking with open gashes

i will think of you

rainbow skies and morning dew

raised me high above the heavens

when all was done

when i came last

you said i was still number one

you taught to me to smile and make smile

and i tried to be like you and copy my dads hairstyle

i give it all to be like you

our days together have been so few

but i promise when days are done

i will buy you the night sky,the winds and the morning sun.

"You may have left me, but your smile didnt"

Tue, 07 Feb 2012 09:01:06 -0500

“You may have left me, but your smile didnt”

"I cant let you sleep, cause you are my sunshine and if the sun goes down, i wont be around"

Mon, 06 Feb 2012 23:16:10 -0500

“I cant let you sleep, cause you are my sunshine and if the sun goes down, i wont be around”

"Has a smile ever broken your heart? Do you wish you could go back to the start? when her words were..."

Sun, 05 Feb 2012 00:42:56 -0500

“Has a smile ever broken your heart? Do you wish you could go back to the start? when her words were dipped in your deepest desires”

"have you ever spoken to the sunshine..i have..i did just yesterday and she smiles like a..."

Fri, 03 Feb 2012 23:54:06 -0500

“have you ever spoken to the sunshine..i have..i did just yesterday and she smiles like a constellation.”

"i forgive you…i really do"

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 02:01:21 -0500

“i forgive you…i really do”

"It was but yesterday we met in a dream, You have sung to me in my aloneness, and I of your longings..."

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 01:58:13 -0500

“It was but yesterday we met in a dream, You have sung to me in my aloneness, and I of your longings have built a tower in the sky.”

- Kahlil Gibran

"keeping my eyes open cause when i close them i see you"

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 01:57:19 -0500

“keeping my eyes open
cause when i close them i see you”

"Just another terrible figment of my beautiful imagination"

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 01:55:20 -0500

“Just another terrible figment of my beautiful imagination”

Acceptance

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 01:53:50 -0500

I am what I am..and what I’m not I will never be

Don’t need nobody but me
I’m alone hard as a fuckin stone
No emotions no more
No more tears
Anything I can endure
Don’t share ur emotions with nobody
Cause nobody can keep secrets
And everybody wants to hear
And know what u fear
Live life
Embrace the strife
Cause everybody got problems not only you.
I’m done
Don’t ask permission just ask forgivness
I forgave myself
Don’t need nobody elses acceptance
I accept me
My life
I’m gonna make it
Nothing hold me back
Mind your own business
Let them mind theirs.

Aspire

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 01:53:04 -0500

Don’t look around its an illusion mom Don’t care its all trickery Don’t worry about what people say Its ok its my words and not my vanity that they will want from me I will make it ,time will show and you will see Why do you succumb to this plastic world Which makes you feel like your worth nothing You are something mom but you prefer to be blind Open your eyes so the world can see You can be whatever you want to be JUST BELIEVE

A Long Way

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 01:50:39 -0500

I have come long way from the awkward unconfident fat kid I used to be..I smile now. If you want something you gotta reach out and grab it. Nothing can hold me back from getting what I want…nothing. If you have the courage to dare to dream you definitely have the balls to grow wings and fly. Reach for the heavens and if you fall the stars will catch you and if they don’t spread your wings fly up again. Don’t follow your dreams, be them. Your dreams will turn reality only when you believe that its possible. I have come a long way now …a little too long to turn back and a little too short to say I made it….but no doubt I will get there and if I don’t get there now..I will someday :)

"John Mayer, lonely nights and lucid memories of you. Cold wind in my hair, your breath"

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 01:49:55 -0500

“John Mayer, lonely nights and lucid memories of you.
Cold wind in my hair, your breath”

Life as i know it..

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 01:49:12 -0500

A fix of life to sooth my nerves….lachrymose as cold winters yet euphoric as the glimmering sun…everything seems jejune in this fallacious life of mine…in the dominion of dreams a stoner bleeds reality….high on regret..smoking till the sun turns purple and bursts

The Procession of Impressions

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 01:47:00 -0500

I see flash backs
Like Walls with cracks
People speakin words
Most of them unheard
They say they can’t find the chosen one
Cause they scared that he carries a gun
In this world so black
Its tough to bounce back
Cause in the procession of impressions
We all gotta wear masks
To hide the reality
And show the world what it wants to see
Fulfill our deepest desires
Satisfy our growing greed
But indeed we sow the seed, but not of destruction.
Cause destruction was an obstruction first and because of our thirst it became a need.
A need to feed the rich and starve the poor.
We tried to find the cure but it was too expensive and instead we had to buy war.
Cause war keeps the world at piece in peaces.
We crave for peace but are addicted to war.
In a world where we rape ladies and then call them whores.

"maybe you would understand , if you read my blog"

Thu, 12 Jan 2012 04:17:45 -0500

“maybe you would understand , if you read my blog”