June 2012
1 post
Delirious mind
delirious thoughts
thinking of the times we fought
miss u no more
not a bit
opened a new door
i had feelings you shattered them
but they weren’t glass
i loved you
but you hate me
its alright
cause you made and broke me
cause you laid and awoke me
i give and take
but from you i took nothing
need nothing now
miss me a little?
heart of a lion girl
tell me u...
May 2012
1 post
I keep a picture of her smile at the back of my mind
March 2012
1 post
Forgiveness
forgive me and my conscience
but my love is no nonsense
i came with a purpose of love
i know its been rough but
we get through it soon enough
gimme a chance under the stars
one last dance
so the moon can show you how i feel
step with me to paradise
close your eyes
open your eyes
ill still be there
this is all gonna be real
February 2012
6 posts
“Follow your heart..but not when it leaves you”
To You
At wars end when guns are down
when life flashes
walking with open gashes
i will think of you
rainbow skies and morning dew
raised me high above the heavens
when all was done
when i came last
you said i was still number one
you taught to me to smile and make smile
and i tried to be like you and copy my dads hairstyle
i give it all to be like you
our days together have been so few
but i promise...
“You may have left me, but your smile didnt”
“I cant let you sleep, cause you are my sunshine and if the sun goes down, i wont...”
“Has a smile ever broken your heart? Do you wish you could go back to the start?...”
“have you ever spoken to the sunshine..i have..i did just yesterday and she...”
January 2012
12 posts
“i forgive you…i really do”
“It was but yesterday we met in a dream, You have sung to me in my aloneness, and...”
– Kahlil Gibran
“keeping my eyes open
cause when i close them i see you”
“Just another terrible figment of my beautiful imagination”
Acceptance
I am what I am..and what I’m not I will never be Don’t need nobody but me I’m alone hard as a fuckin stone No emotions no more No more tears Anything I can endure Don’t share ur emotions with nobody Cause nobody can keep secrets And everybody wants to hear And know what u fear Live life Embrace the strife Cause everybody got problems not only you. I’m done Don’t...
Aspire
Don’t look around its an illusion mom Don’t care its all trickery Don’t worry about what people say Its ok its my words and not my vanity that they will want from me I will make it ,time will show and you will see Why do you succumb to this plastic world Which makes you feel like your worth nothing You are something mom but you prefer to be blind Open your eyes so the world can...
A Long Way
I have come long way from the awkward unconfident fat kid I used to be..I smile now. If you want something you gotta reach out and grab it. Nothing can hold me back from getting what I want…nothing. If you have the courage to dare to dream you definitely have the balls to grow wings and fly. Reach for the heavens and if you fall the stars will catch you and if they don’t spread your...
“John Mayer, lonely nights and lucid memories of you.
Cold wind in my hair, your...”
Life as i know it..
A fix of life to sooth my nerves….lachrymose as cold winters yet euphoric as the glimmering sun…everything seems jejune in this fallacious life of mine…in the dominion of dreams a stoner bleeds reality….high on regret..smoking till the sun turns purple and bursts
The Procession of Impressions
I see flash backs Like Walls with cracks People speakin words Most of them unheard They say they can’t find the chosen one Cause they scared that he carries a gun In this world so black Its tough to bounce back Cause in the procession of impressions We all gotta wear masks To hide the reality And show the world what it wants to see Fulfill our deepest desires Satisfy our growing greed But...
“maybe you would understand , if you read my blog”
“sometimes i pull out eyelashes just to try and bring you here”
November 2011
2 posts
“UNHATE”
Rain
I saw through you White shirt in the rain Washing down Dreams, memories and pain You lived your life like a feather ,so free But why fear saying what you wanna be
October 2011
7 posts
“When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to...”
– John Lennon
“Only those sleeping can be woken up
And I am an insomniac when it comes to...”
I gave up my faith to find the truth I questioned life In exchange of my youth A poor man once told me That life is a theater and I got the aisle seat And he fought a battle and was forced to defeat That I got it sweet But for a living he accepted God, Prayed and touched feet. He said, live a lie Your heart will grow cancerous with a hole “But remember” he concluded ” He is the...
follow your heart..
Follow your Heart
dont let anything stop u from doing what u love
live everyday like its your last and
ask yourself in the mirror
am i doing what makes me happy
im the one who has to die when its time for me to die,
so let me live my life the way i want to…
““Pleasantly consumed by the lips of thought
am i crazy ? or...”
“There is a Riot in my heart and you are invited”
let go
i let go cause you told me to
for you I shattered my reverie
broken into my dreams
and pulled out its vertabrae
ripped through the clouds i was floating on
fell back to the ground
i tried to move on
wiped away all my memories
September 2011
5 posts
“A SMILE HURTS NOBODY”
Dream Sometimes
Running through cotton candy fields
careless as a child
Freedom is of the essence
horses running wild
Happiness is a virtue
a career you must pursue-
and take life with a pinch of salt.
Dreams, but rivers in a never ending line
take a dive, perhaps a sip
Its only water after all
not poison, not wine
quench your thirst
Smile
Things could be worse
don’t worry if you are not the first.
The Falling Sun
As your euphoric glow embalms me in light, I love your presence, your warmth to me a great delight. I look to you as a swirling dervish always changing shapes and colors, from an imperfect circle to half and then beyond. Your being, keeps the rough seas tranquil, your light makes the darkest corners glow. Your changing colors speak of untruthful innocence, the pure gold to the blood like scarlet,...
A walk...
Searching for inspiration
I walk these busy streets
Lonely lady sleeping dog
Overdressed ladies envious beggars
Walk into my prayers
Greetings from the lord
Sleep well
Perhaps an umbrella of dreams
Waiting for the rope of hope to pull me up…but I don’t worry..Summer time will return soon
Rainy days make me stronger
Hello love..Shall we while our days in each other’s company or...
Death's conversation with his Daughter
Wake up my pretty child, are you alive? and are you still living?
Are you scared? Or are you worried we won’t meet? Or never met?
Or lived together and never lived
Why fear death my little one. He is standing right beside you smiling at you
Wishing to take you away but do you want to go or are you already there. Was this question from the past or a revelation about your future . Do you wish to...
July 2011
8 posts
“THE STORY OF LIFE IS QUICKER
THAN A WINK OF THE EYE.
THE STORY OF LOVE IS...”
Does it hurt to care,
for the children lying bare,
To feel for someone
with cancer and no hair.
Does it pain to live life
without freedom,
Where militants rule,
a place where they
rape your pockets for fuel.
Don’t you feel lonely looking at your feet,
living amongst stones,
stoning veiled mothers on the street.
Don’t you cry at night when wars
amongst humans they fight.
Does it...
If sadness is an emotion and
Love is a game,
Hate is an action and
Mortality a shame,
Feeling is a critic and
God only a name.
Life is a question,
Blood an obsession
Money is just paper,
Death just a session.
Lucidity yet too unclear,
Sanity still too insane.
Decisions to hard,
Distances too short,
Heaven to far up,
Hell too far down,
both of them too unreal.
Reality too...
“HIGH ON THOUGHT MY PULSE CRIES INNOVATION, MUTILATION OF CONCIEVED IDEAS THIS...”
The Road of life
I closed my eyes and saw myself awake free falling past the winds of imagination down into the deep valley of reality.
As I fell into the valley, I hit the shingles of truth,
I dusted off the past as I got up
As I walked along the road of life I met the wolves of influence, which tried to bite me, but I managed to escape, hiding on the tree of guidance
I was not safe just yet, as the snake of...
